Him:
We haven't emailed in a while :(. Oh well, late is better than never, eh? Two things. First, I watched Get Real. It was a good movie. Not my favorite coming-of-age movie, but it was good. They were both hot. I liked the whole drama with the fat girl, but didn't like (it was good just was kind of unpleasent) how they did not really get back together in the end (I think). I understand it, but the main character was being a bit of a bitch towards his boyfriend, has to be more understanding. The thing with the closet guy and his wife, sad but true. Also, it sucks that you can relate. If he wil not talk to you, you should persue him and ask if he is gay. He may just be nervous, try to help him through. Second, I am glad you are feeling better. Everybody has ups and downs. I just came out of mine where I was afraid I am capable of feeling love towards nature but not towards people. I am better now though. I wrote in my diary about this, but have yet to
transfer it to text. Anyway, until next time.
transfer it to text. Anyway, until next time.
My reply:
Hi XXXXXXXX! Nice to hear from you again.
But thank you for being happy for me, it means a lot. For the first time in a while I am content. When you figure out how to elaborate on your nature vs. people love issue let me know. I'm intrigued to learn what you mean. I am glad you are feeling better. As pathetic as it is, your social status [not popularity, but just status with the people you call your friends] as a teenager can really determine how happy you are on the outside. Things on the inside can always eat at you when you're happy or sad but when you're happy you can usually overcome those negative feelings.
So far you are my most loyal and consistent reader and I wanted to thank you again for listening to what I have to say. Hearing from you really motivates me to keep going. Because, let's be honest, when you're happy, the last thing you have tine for is online blogging when no one is listening. We use blogging as a release, but when you're happy you don't usually have anything to release. Having a reader like you waiting to see my next entry and email me to discuss it really makes me want to sit down and write something meaningful, even if it doesn't come from negativity.
-Alex
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